Written in the Skies

We were sitting in your car in the canyons, looking up through your sunroof at the stars since it was a meteor shower. It was that comfortable silence that brought me happiness to my soul. When I looked at you, it seemed like you were somewhere else. Your mind was wandering and I wanted you to feel what I felt but I know this isn't what you were felt. You felt an escape from life's bullshit and I know how that feels like. I looked at you even though it was dark all around us and all I could see was your figure. The only light that even came was from passing cars behind us going up and down the mountain road. I stared at you, mesmerizing your existence, thinking to myself, You're actually here again after years of just spewing poison onto each others' ears, abandoning and coming back to each other again. You then said,
      "What's wrong?"
      "Nothing, why?"
      "Because you're looking at me like you have something to say."
      "Well, I mean, I just like staring at you since I haven't seen you for so long."
Silence then engulfed us both once again.
      "Well, it's your call."
I thought about it for a second, hearing the little voice in my head saying Do it, just do it. I looked away and then I looked back at you once again and I could see you were looking at me waiting for an answer. Silence. And then I just cupped your chin then started to kiss you. Oh how I missed your kisses. I missed feeling your lips upon mine, feeling the passion we had once upon a time. The more our lips parted, the more our tongues collided, the more passion drunk I got. Every passing moment was just in silence, only our kisses making sound.
      "Get in the back."
In my head, I was so excited but it seemed like time went slow for a moment. I took off my shoes, my jacket and climbed over my seat to the backseat. You followed after. We sat apart from each other for a while, wondering who would make the first move.
      "Come here."
      "No."
      "Why?"
      "Cause."
      "Just come here."
We then started play fighting since I was trying to make you come to me and kiss you but you were being stubborn. We locked each others' hands, trying to do actions with the other and that's when you laid me down. We're going to have each other here, it's going to happen. I finally feel this feeling that I thought had died many years ago. You got on top of me, cupping my face, kissing me with such meaning, such passion that I felt like I melted. We started taking each others' clothes off, not caring about a single thing in the world at all. We forgot about our lingering mental troubles, our lives that we pretended to enjoy and just had each other in our arms, our bodies becoming intertwined. We treasured every moment, every touch, every kiss imaginable under the night sky, surrounded by our bodily warmth in the car. I wanted to keep this moment forever. After our steamy session, you decided to cuddle with me.
      "What did you do to me?"
      "Hahaha, I don't know. Did I do something?"
      "All I know is that you did a good job."
It felt so right, so calming to be next to you I just wanted to keep you here and make this night last longer until the sun rose but I know you couldn't. If only you were mine, we could have nights like this all the time and I would never get tired of it. We finally got dressed and we decided to call it a night since we were both tired. It was a short drive home and none of us spoke anything. We were just mesmerized about what happened earlier and I guess it calmed us both. I wish you had your own place so the passionate night can never stop and I could correctly be in your arms in a comfortable bed. We get to my place and it's always hard to say goodbye to you. I purposely prolonged conversations but at one point I had to go. We exchanged looks at each other, stared into each others' souls, grabbed my belongings and finally gave you the last kisses of the night. My heart dreaded saying good night until the next time we meet. When you drove away, I looked back as you turned the corner.
Until next time my distant star.