Undisclosed.

I sit here while the sun comes up,
conjuring another scripture of my thoughts.
My hidden feelings sitting in my heart rots,
awaiting for the right moment to release and close shut.

I see you look at her with such love in your soul,
you want to help her overcome her troubles
while I sit here, wondering if I get a turn to have what you have
wishing someone could adore me like you do her

We talked, we fought, we loved each other,
now that era has passed
all I can do now is just sit back and be aghast
that I lost you completely, wishing I could have you easily as butter

I sing to myself, singing reveries of my distant feelings
All I can do is just accept it
the gears in my mind just keep reeling
as the birds chirp to bring the morning happily

You love her, you love her
you have found your place
You love her, you love her
you have lost your sense of taste

I have never lost those feelings for you and she's aware
she understands my pain, we both have demons to share
we have experienced the same affair
entering the seducer's lair

Everyday I just want to stop her and kiss her deeply
but I am so unsure whether she'll accept freely
I am so hesitant whether she feels the same way
I know those previous feelings have fade

I care about her, I care about her
I want her to feel happy
I care about her, I care about her
I love to see her laughing

I want to take her away from all that she has suffered
from the toxic, facetious, previous lover
he did nothing but hurt her and I contributed to some extent
and I know that did a major effect

I have apologized for all the things I have ever done
For some reason, I feel like I'm the perpetrator
In this made up war, Lucifer thinks he has won
But in the end, we prospered with friendship stronger than one

Everyday I carry this pain in my soul
That only a certain time I can let unfold
and to certain people I can only show
to tell them everything that's kept inside flow