Something has changed

if i told you all the things inside
im not sure you'd survive
and i think of all the days in my life
i think of all the times i should of done something
and i think of all the ways ive made you cry
and i think of all the times in my life i coulda done something more
and i think im not the man i once knew

something has changed inside all these feelings have died
im not the man i once was lose myself in a daze
open my eyes to see the beauty in life
nothings as bad as it seems no more dreams of hurt
fill this heart with love and find a reason to live
this is how i'll live now
no more wasted days
ive grown immune to you
this is a time to pray

and i think of all the days in my life
i think of all the times i shoulda done something
and i think of all the ways ive made you cry
and i think of all the times in my life i coulda done something more
and i think im not the man i once knew


all this makes no sense to me
why would someone go through all this
and what if i could learn to feel again
would you be there till the end
when its time to choose to live or die
what would you do
ive found a reason to live
ill fight for my life
i try to believe but
they say that good things never last
this is a time to pray

and i think of all the days in my life
i think of all the times i shoulda done something
and i think of all the ways ive made you cry
and i think of all the times in my life i coulda done something more
and i think im not the man i once knew

ive found a reason to live   X2
ill fight for this life

 

Reviews

[J]

mmmmmmmm. life is such a journey ...... with seemingly endless, senseless detours that turn the soul insideout. try to trust there is a reason, that you are precisely where you are meant to be. that helps me sometimes. hang in, buddy.

an open, articulate write that tugs and tears at fibers left loose, tangling in the wind. excellent.

j