I'm losing what defined me.

I'm slipping away.
Losing what defined myself.
I'm watching as a bystander
As my life passes slowly by.
I can not stop and
I can not fix the broken.
Looking in the mirror,
I see a web of lies I spun
I see everything I'm trying so hard to be.
Before I was the nobody everyone knew.
I cry myself to sleep knowing
That tomorrow I'm less of the me
I started out to be
No one understands
No one sees that this girl
Is falling apart at the seams
Crying out for help
And scilence fills the air.
Screaming for a saviour
And no one arrives.
I'm losing myself.
I'm losing everything that held me together
Now I'm a broken porcline doll
Fake and used
A " perfect" mold of what I'm suppose to be
But if anyone ever say the real me
The one who is hiding from society
afraid of being Seen.
Oh, how I'm losing myself. And
I don't know how to fix the broken.

Author's Note

So it's kinda personal, wrote it on the spot. I'd like to know what you think , and I'm okay with criticizing it. Tell me if I should make corrections. And if you liked it :) thanks.