i wish

-i wish i had known what i had before i let it slip through my fingers. and that sometimes love doesnt last even if five years later you still find yourself remembering the good old days when he held your hand and no one else would. but you thought there was more to see.
i wish i had known that holding onto those you love will be worth the long years ahead when all you see is clouds and rain. and that hope can fade sometimes. but we must never lose it.
i wish i had known that i am loved more than i could ever comprehend, and that i will have bad days, and years. but i shouldnt let them hold me back from growing.
i wish i had known what i had in the beginning, because i would have believed in God far before now. and i wouldn't have these scars that show my growth and this mind that shows my journey. but we should not be ashamed of the fires we have walked through. because in the end it will all be worth something.-