mysterious

-5:59-
its stormy outside. and it reminds me of last winter when you left the house before the sun woke up. you were always so quiet, as if we were too precious to wake. but i always awoke to see you disappear into the dark. the rain hits the windsheild and i think of how i used to dream of places we'd visit one day. somewhere the sun was bright and the flowers littered the ground. i dreamed of better days, when you would stop leaving so early. but we had money for nice things and i guess thats all that mattered right? the lights are illuminated onto the streets as if there was another world underneath to be explored. some times i used to wish i lived there instead of here. the dark became all you knew and i was so desperate to understand you. but you were as mysterious as the stars in the sky that i wish upon. i watch the moon disappear behind the clouds, just like you would disappear for a few days at a time. i guess we both dreamed of getting away, you just happened to be more successful.-