Free FallA Poem by ryerye17Scientific poemKnees bent, hand sore Sunglasses perched Atop my top Desperate to fall He wanted me to Fly Faster Higher Like the sweat Dripping From my forehead To plop meters down On someone's Head. To repeat what's been Done is easy: He grins. His hand on my chest Knees locking against Mine I struggle Wanting Wanting To be free But unable to budge Stretching my legs Into tower's air His hand brushing my shorts His big Rope Around me Trying Almost succeeding Its vastness could not Wrap its Entirety Around my bosom To fly or to fall To fall or to free Myself it is - All the red shirts, my student-teachers, his co-workers inside the tower of no answers, all in crimson blood surrounding me, surrounding fear, all in mockery of my cry for help
For freedom? In the skies They roam They who have first fallen They whom he made fall Or for the glimpse Of the top of the ladder To root Oneself to ground In shame Nearer and nearer He makes me fall Him with his red shirt Him with all the other red shirts A hand to push Another to grip Cords upon cords Of laceration Upon my wrists, upon my thighs, upon my legs, my arms, my girth, my hips, my ears All red shirts encouraging me, encouraging trust Not for myself, oh, no But on him He who has done it all Just one more time and they say I never have to do it again, again To pass the class Suck it up I survived the first fall With a broken smile Why shan’t I go again? Why? Why? I must be crazy! I close my eyes And © 2012 ryerye17 |
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1 Review Added on April 7, 2012 Last Updated on April 7, 2012 Tags: Scientific poem, rape poem Authorryerye17Quezon City, National Capital Region, PhilippinesAboutRiley Palanca is a graduating student of the College of Arts and Letters at the University of the Philippines, Diliman. He is both a literary and performing artist. As a performer, he has graced stage.. more..Writing
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