I hear a
lot of things about suicide, and how that is considered so “normal” right
now. Please don’t say ” it’s not normal, you didn’t chose to suffer
this much, it’s the society” I know some people suffer without deserving it and
I know some people are rude, and sometimes killing yourself seems the best
choice, but still it’s not normal. I saw a post saying that suicide is sin
because you beat God at its own game. Actually you never beat God because
he always ends up doing justice, even when you’re already dead. So it’s not
actually His game, It’s yours, it’s always yours, you do your own choices, and
when you commit suicide, it’s game over in your game because you wanted to.
Please try to think for once in your life that when you’re trying to blame God
for everything, He’s trying to forgive you for the things you haven’t even
done. God is always the “extra life” in your game, the one who is always there
for you, but you choose to end up your “game” before giving Him a chance.
Yes, I
know there are people dying and there is war and all the bad things in the
world, but God is not the responsible. Remember
that when God tried to help the world, he denied Him, so we are suffering what
we deserve, but still God wants to give us a second chance, so why not? why
trying to solve our problems with cuts? with suicide? so why trying to say that
there is no God because you can’t see Him? so why trying to be “cool” and not
believe in God because your friends don’t and it’s embarrassing? why not give
the one who perfectly created you a chance?
Believe
me, I gave Him a chance and it was the best in my life. I can’t see Him but I
can feel His actions in my life. It’s just like the wind, you can’t see it but
you feel it and you can see the effects it has in the world. He has a
plan with everything, and I know that because it happened with me, the worst
things in my life ended up to be the best.
Cutting
yourself is never going to be the answer. Smoking, drinking, drugs are never
going to be the answer. When the pain is just too much, suicide is never going
to be the answer. You can have all in this world but if you don’t have God you
will never find he answer. I can say right now that if someone took me
everything and left me only with God, I would be the happiest person in the
world.
Please
make yourself a choice and use your “extra life”.