Pain of love

I'm so lost and dull and aching without you, like gravity is so powerful im sinking to the crust of death, down to the middle of earth where bodies decomposed and bones are disappearing from the exhaustion of being lost in love and lust. my head is a dark prison with thoughts known as serial killers and monsters that is aiming to break me down, yet my heart is a poor blamed organ bleeding to death without you; thinking of you.