My life

the story of what i want to do

It doesn't matter how many time you scream or shout, i'm always going to be that complete f**k up that always seem to ruin peoples lives. I'm not my sister always trying to please you or make sure I go to school so I impress you. that's not who I am. but its always make sure you put your many away for college, so when you do go you have it there. it's always college this and college that. then they wonder why I want to put a million miles between me and this hell hole they call a house. I want to go into something I love not what my mother wants me to do. I don't even know if i want to go back to school because it the way saves for college. so I looked at her  what if I don't want to go back to school. it like she is making me go back because she never got to. she wants me to go back for skill i can get a job with right away and transfer the skill over to any job I go into but that's not me. I want to do something I love then be that grumpy person sitting behind a desk complain about what they could have done with there live all because they let someone push them into something that practical in life and didn't take the chance they wanted to.

 all I ever wanted was go into music as a record producer. i didn't want to be on stage performing in front of a million people, i want to be in the studio helping artist transform into stars and listening to the raw uncut music before its tuned to perfection and taking number 1 on the top charts. i want to be the reason why there is music in the future.