Neglected

Sometimes I wonder

Why I was born

Why I was made

Why God cared

When nobody else did

 

I was born

Neglected

And alone

I was born

Mute without a voice

To never be seen or heard

Shut up in the invisible prison

That is my mind

Neglected

I was never loved

Never hated

Never more than a tiny speck of sand

Not worthy of anyone's attention

I was born neglected

I grew up neglected

I'm still neglected

No one can see me

Or hear me

It's like I"ve become

Suddenly the invisible creature

I am

 

I've finally given up

Stopped to break away from the darkness

 

Sometimes I wonder why I was born

Why I was made

Why God cared

And sometimes I wish I was never born

Never made

Wished that God didn't care

At least then I would've been happy

No one would ever look through me

Like they didn't see me

And I would never have to face

This sadness

This pain

I was invisible

I am invisible

I will be invisible

My fate is sealed

Neglected

Author's Note

This just came out of my head...dunno why...hmmmmmmm

Reviews

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Awwww! Sad! Ok glad to here that you are indeed very much loved but whenever you feel like this remember that your writing will alway make you shine and it's nice to know I can enjoy your lovely treats of poems from you, great poem! :)

[Rose of Gondor]

@ linda, Ghost, Judy Ponceby

Thanks, guys! And don't worry, this isn't happening to me. I am very much loved. This just came out of my head...I really don't know why...:)

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Very sad i can relate..if its about u i noe u ll make it...i m getting thro it luv it tho t is really good

[Eric Cox]

Much sadness filled feelings penned, very expressive poem, nice job, hope things improve for you.

[Judy Ponceby]

Very intense. Sometimes what we find in our heads is just as surprising to the writer as to the reader. Well done, tragic that one would have to feel neglected and invisible at all.