Bella's thought on Edward leaving her

based on the movie new moon.

The rain drops fall silently,
Onto my head,
My tear drops are mingled,
With the rain drops.

I cry in the rain,
And no-one notices.
The rain cries on us,
Everyone notices.

No-one knows I’m crying,
Crying out every memory.
Crying out the memories,
Of you. And me.

All of the sad, first.
Then all of the happy.
The sad ones make me cry harder,
But the happiest,
Hardest of all.

I’ll try to forget,
The times we had together.
I’ll try to remember,
Now, you’ve gone.

Moving on is so difficult,
So impossible, so hard.
And then, remembering everything,
Just makes it worse.

Wondering if you’re thinking of me,
Then remembering you’re gone. So far away.
Remembering all those hurtful things,
That you told me.

Then remembering your smile.
You laugh, your voice.
The words you said, echo around my head.
Never to be forgotten.

Remembering you brings a smile on my face.
It lights me up inside.
But then, remembering that you’ve gone,
Brings me down inside.