Life’s congruous fleek

Found a piece of myself, standing in nowhere,
Unable to feel beats of my own heart.
Ripped by the daggers of fate I rest here,
Where time constantly tears me apart.
 
These scars never leave me alone,
Dealing with the strong gush of wind and heavy tide.
Creating a sense of coldness across me,
I was striving to find a place left to hide.
 
Sleep seems like an hallucination to me now,
I lie awake before the morning light.
I still can not sleep on your side of the bed,
That void haunts me at every solitary night.
 
There is nothing left except silence in my life,
The kingdom of childhood inside of me is dead.
I’m numb against the wound of your last knife,
This void feels like a sense of constant dread.
 
Everyone continues to carry on with you,
Nothing drastically changed in the world.
But my entire world just collapsed with your one snap,
And after that nothing much has left to recap.
 
Sometimes when sadness takes over me,
I just hug your old clothes which smell of you.
Your scent is still there in your mauve sweater.
That helps me to overcome my nostalgic blues.
 
I know now where my life’s destination is,
Now I have the sense of my every direction.
 
You took away a part- a piece of me with you,
So cleverly, that I was unable to see.
Though I can’t become back the person I was,
So I thrive for someone none thought I could be.