Watching Porn-1(REVISED)

Experiences of boy who is in his early teen and is surrounded by religious fanatics with "watching porn"

                                                         Watching Porn

Last night I did something brash,

and this time I couldn't give it a pass,

My libido was slovenly flowing through,

I knew this moment of manic would be rued,

I cursed my conscience called it an imbecile pervert,

but that incongruous tension wouldn't just divert,

My fingers trembled as I made the move,

And my eyes rolled around whilst I wouldn't be screwed.

Now I had entered the lair of seductresses,

For I was Incognito so I left no traces,

Making a choice now seemed so absurd,

Everything is ominous I murmured.

That unsavory stuff did lend me,

Some sparse moments of serenity,

But the ruefulness had already started,

Now it would be hard to carve it.

 

This would be a little secret to myself I thought,

Hoping it won't turn into an addiction I sobbed, 

Watching porn is no big deal I grumbled,

Everyone does it then why should I be troubled?

 

Author's Note

Frankly speaking many of us share a love-hate relationship with porn.I don't know whether it is good or bad but what I do know is that for some it is an ominous necessary. This for the "some of us".

Reviews

[♥ Ari Skye ♥]

I really liked this one. I love how you encompassed the shame that religious people make young teens feel. To me, watching porn, is better then going out and sleeping with diffrent people and catching some sort of disease. If "bible thumpers", as I like to call them, would open their eyes and see it the logical way, teens wouldn't feel shame.
Don't get me wrong, I'm a christian. I fully believe there is a God, but I also believe he's more willing to forgive you pleasuring yourself, than being promiscus...

[Odysseus Wanders]

Great story, great read, great questions, great poem.... I love that you give space to yourself to 'look' at it, at your (in my book) good desire to watch porn... sure, i hear the conflict that rages, for you spell that out clearly... Its something you like, but are not 'suppose' to... so shame is present... an the feelings of wrong are present... an those easily slip into a 'whats wrong with me' place of feeling... an for me, nothing is wrong... it gives you something, so for me the question is what..? Porn away my friend, in my book, your trying to give yourself something good. And that is never bad...! Nice write!

[Lucifer Jones]

Interesting... we all have our form of porn. For some it's sexual acts, for some it's violence, for some it's different fetishes, for some it's food and for some of us it's simple intrigue and mystery... they're all deliciously addicting to the viewer I think... No? I don't know. There is a taste of guilt with that swallow of satisfaction each time though isn't there? Well done.

[Chandler bing]

yes sir I wanted to convey that only..thanks for reviewing

[BlakeDuckers]

ha-ha i am putting this on my shelf. As an experienced porn viewer (not addicted) i think this is bang on. The incognito has got to be the tab option Google Chrome offers? Ha, absolute genius of a poem. The not so subtle approach is great. Personally i would change the title to a unrelated subject so you get people like WTF. Thats just me. Cruel. Imagine if a poor older woman clicked. 'Laughing'
BRAVO BRAVO.

[Chris]

Innocence is where we find it...

[Julie Spade]

Though I am a teenager and have had no sexual viewing such as porn this poem allows me to invision the boys love-hate sort of conflict of how society and for his own personal thoughts . The bolding within the poem is genniiiiius !

[Chandler bing]

BTW I am also a teenager...and thank you so much!

[Darkgirl]

I feel that porn is more for visually oriented people, however admitted or not most people do watch it, this is where getting that bad taste comes in because its socially perceived as wrong, distasteful, disrespectful, nasty and so forth. That feeling is conveyed well, good job *thumbs up*

[Chandler bing]

i totally agree with you thanks for reviewing...

[Coyote Poetry]

Like all things. Porn had it purpose. Today porn had advance to level where some people think woman are toys. Real life woman need to be willing. I'm a old man. I saw a lot of things. We are what we watch and read. Careful where we go. Can become a part of us. A very good poem. You open the door to a long conversation with no real answers. Thank you for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote

[Chandler bing]

I am not so sure about the excellent part but anyways thanks!

[Thomas Fitzgerald]

Indeed we do, it's human nature to torture ourselves with unbiased attacks, well done, good read.

[Chandler bing]

thanks a ton bro for reviewing...

[Avinash]

Find more interesting things which can stimulate your mind more than watching porn. Find a girl who makes your life upside down. Make love with her, make her and yourself happy.Take it or leave it , Even Vatsayan had to explore the sexuality in real life. Watching porn is nothing but adult bedwetting, normal but wont take you anywhere. However your decision to write it is commendable

[Saddam]

oh....hmmm.....my eyes rolled down when i read this different and awsome piece.