my house feelings

Silent whispers upon my soul

Silent noises destroying me

Simple kisses blessing me

Simple minded I wish I’d be

Hearing the moans of his agony

                Is slowly killing me

We wish we can fix the hell of this house

The constant pace keeps us going but the influences aren’t so good.

A 12 year old is slowly destroying her life due to the houses bad habits

Cigarettes at constant go is just enough

                Forget the alcohol and drugs brought in

The craziness we all hold within.

Me, myself can’t say much, I’m just as bad as the rest

Holding everything in the best I can

But ready to explode inside

The racing mind with dreadful thoughts that’s

                Slowly becoming more insecure as days go by

                But doesn’t seek the help in need, just runs and hides

The feeling of wanting to cry every night is becoming very tiresome

 Yet my nights keep going with no end for dreams hold meaning of my life with in