Want the old me back

I don't understand where I'm going in this world
will i ever find my place
the place i belong in
will i ever have my morals back
will i ever go back to the old me
i was always happy
caring
loving
on my friends sides
onces they were in need
i was the strong one in the family
with in emotions
i was able to deal with anything
and now i can't deal with anything
to much on my mind
to much going on
to many weird dreams
to much to worry about
i can't handle anything
i just feel like breaking down
one person yells at me
and i freak out
then i just get upset
i can't handle it any more
i want the old me back
before that accident