I had a friend

I had a friend
she was caring
loving
sharing
always there by your side
she new what shes doing
and she had a good sence of humor
she was there for you when you needed help
and you could tell her anything
but now you can't
shes never there
shes in her own world
she hids what shes feeling
but you could still see what she feels inside
some may not be able to tell
but i can
her humor changed
she never wheres a real smile
may be a fake
but thats all you can get
i want the old her back
when she was funny
somewhat happy
caring
loving
and forgive
i want the old her back
shes pushing away
and you no longer have her
she will never be a friend again
as much as i still love her as one