My heart speaks

You're in my heart
You're in my dreams
Youre always in my mind
When you shouldnt be
Why cant I stop thinking about you?
Why cant you get out of my head?
All I want to know is if youre okay
Since you havent been home all day
I wish I could find you
I wish I knew where you could be
For I feel that I need you here to stay
Sounds a bit obsessive, Im sorry
But you found a place in my heart within me
That I wish would go away
I cant have you in my heart
For I know its not ready
Nor do I think you like me this way
I let myself fall when I shouldnt of
I said yes when I should of walked away
I dont know how to speak my feels directly
For Im afraid of what I might say
I hold in my thoughts, I keep my mouth shut,
And I hope and pray that my heart never speaks what it wants to say