why?

These fucked up emotions
They continue to flow
I keep fighting them off
But I can't seem to let them go

Why can't I just kill these feelings
Why can't I just make them die
No matter what I do in life
Somethings I'll always deny

So flush these feelings
And make them leave
Can I live a better life
Somethings I'll never beleive

I am the living dead
Being eatting from the inside-out
Will I ever be happy
Somethings I'll always doubt

'Cause im a mess up
A screw up, a f**k up
That isn't worth anyones time
So just close the lid and cover me up

(WHY!) I scream why does it have to be me?
(WHY!) I scream why can't these feelings leave?
(WHY!) I scream why won't they just let me be?
(WHY!)

Reviews

[Sweet_pale_cacophony]

I know how crazy it can get when the same thought circle oscillating in your mind again and again..i myself have wondered why the hell can't i let go..i do at times think that is it only me who has so much of difficulty letting go of her past..does everyone else just move on...it kills me...but hey this is life and am sure there is so much more to it..have a blessed day...