i guess its kind cool

Hey man,
i didn't want it to end this way.
i always thought you were the kind that would stay.
i always tried to speak my mind and you know that.
i never hid anything and i asked you to show that.
i guess what i said wasn't to important though,
cause no matter what i still watched you go.
i felt hopeless knowing it was because of me.
i wouldn't hurt you, you know that at least i hope you see.
i'm not trynna commit to all of this s**t,
but i want you to know; im not the kind to quit.
i don't care if it hurts in the end.
ill stand out for you because dam youre my friend.
if it doesn't matter that's alright too.
i know you don't think of me like i think of you.
but ill think of anything to help me get through.
i've ran miles just to say hi to a girl.
who ended up ignoring my soul and world.
when i saw she had a boyfriend i laughed my a*s off.
i didn't know she was that type of a*****e.
i didn't need that in my life anymore.
she was just a girl at my local ice cream store.
i'm not good with ending things and i know i should soon.
i'm gonna do it simply and try to keep it in tune.

Author's Note

i DoNt cARe AboUT CApITalS