Our way of living

Tonight, I have been thinking hard about a normal person's way of living. How we function everyday, our daily routines, our goals...what is the purpose of it?

There are times where it becomes difficult to keep going towards a goal or a future. You wake up, eat breakfast, go to school, study like there's no tomorrow, go home, study some more, eat dinner and sleep. You will do that for a few years and then you will graduate and have a good paying career. Then, you will go to work every day, earn money, get married, buy a house, have children, and raise your children to live the same way as you did. 

Our life becomes a routine. We lose track of reality and we become engrossed in our looks, our personal things, our social life, and our reputation. We forget our own version and meaning of life and we get sucked in into this big social hole. We start to live like everyone else. In the end, did we really make a difference in this world? We'll eventually forget our dreams in order to live like everyone else. I'm scared that I will become like that as well. Will I be happy?