still my man

A Poem by risma

this just a confession i wrote for our 1st year of togetherness so sorry that i never tell what i feel along this precious year. i just got really speechless everytime you caught my eyes.

People told me you're a wrong direction
i have known how you used to be different
people said this flawed gonna be permanent

until this second, you keep hiding
from being a gentleman
neither feminine, but none of masculine

you are not the eagle
neither the owner of a deep gaze
you never frighten anybody
neither appear as a perfect savior

you just own a little piece of emerald
it lives inside your eyes
you got the empress' gaze
as warm as a blanket on a winter night
as fresh as river in a summer light
i could clearly see a hidden wonderland

they said you are not what you're supposed to be
But here i am..

follow every light that surrounding you
until i see you although not really eye to eye
but it just enough to make me understand
why this feet keep chasing your shadow
why this hand just need the pair of yours
why this heart suffer to keep choosing you

i just understand
a gentleman do not really need a masculinity
it's about how you treat your lady
how you never giving up to be her man
how you are able to hold a commitment
it's not about being a superman
neither about how you can fight against the strongest man

who care about gentleman?
cause you always be my man