Take it or Leave it

A conversation between myself and my mind

Take it or Leave it

 

Look me in the eyes and tell me what you see

I see a happy go lucky girl with no pain in the world

 

Listen to my heart and tell me what you hear

I hear a heart as strong as gold beating so effortlessly

 

Look at all of me and tell me what you see

I see a beautiful young lady, with a smile from ear to ear

 

Now look into my mind and tell me what I feel

See you can't for I block that out for all to see.

 

I feel shame, guilt and most of all pain

I feel hurt, depressed, gross and insecurity

I feel I let everyone down, ruined and cheap

I sometimes don't feel at all

My eyes tell alot if you really look deep

My heart is strong for I know I will survive

My overall me is me, take it or leave it.