Guilty

this is my confession. . .

I am by far guilty. I, the victim, plead guilty.

 Guilty of all of the decisions I've made, and guilty of the people that I've hurt. Guilty for leading them along, and guilty for letting them down. And I shall not point my convicting fingers and blame others for my mistakes.

 I shall not erupt with excuses and convince myself that I am not wrong. For I have never been right. I have never been "the right one" I have never been right for the job;

 I, however, have always been right to protect myself. Protecting myself from the pain and the evil. 

I most sincerely apologize, because in the process of protecting myself. I hurt people, and without a doubt, hurt myself.

I was afraid of the real world, afraid of the evil people and the way karma weaved its way into my life. 

I am guilty of cowardice and fear. I let the fear of the mind, that boggled me greatly, get the best of me. 

I let myself become driven towards a dark and sad life just so that I was separate from the actual world.

I am guilty of a deprived soul and a closed mind. 

Reviews

[KCthelastboyscout]

I am responsible for everything except for my very own responsibility. JEAN PAUL SARTRE.a well written confession and a pleasure to read