But now, now

A notion of regret

Down, drained, shattered
I hear voices, calling from a distance. Dreaming is all I've been doing,
But now, now
The reality kicks in. I see the bigger picture all four corners. Come, no why? I got so used to dreaming, that's been my life all along, living in my dream,
But now, now
I'm awake, whoever awoke me has awaken the worst nightmare that should've been left unawake. I tear not, no when this uncountable physical suffering they call pain entered me, tears left nothing but dust in my eyes. When a feeling of great pleasures comes in contact , I cry. Great laughter makes me cry. But pain hasn't stole my tears, at least not yet.
But now, now