Struggle Is Real

8:41pm the ride continues. I've been on the road since morning and it seems  to be getting worse. Taylor all the way, the motto got me searching for a vision. Yes, a vision, something imaginary, unexplained is what i'm looking for. The search might appear pointless, one of my rumble prosperous excuses for my mistakes, those i've been at an all time denial. People don't and not all will ever get me, what i think,my deep fictional imagination of wanting to drink mocha on the moon for my honeymoon day. The situation in which  i was, grew up in hardly no one could ever imagine.

Her tears are the source of my motivation, get sad sorrow face when everything seemed heading of the cliff, clear as the spring morning's dew.

I made a promise, not to anyone but to thy heart. The things i feel, how i feel , sounds weirdly strange to a stranger even a lover. That sense of wanting to care, drive good torwads troubled souls,bring innovation to many of my kind. That very same kind which has been called all soughts of names, from the rags to riches then to rags.Rags we fought for,they fought for,who aren't here to see what they fought for. They could be disgusted,not to the youths,no.Why blame the youths? We are still entangled ,now with invisible chains. Corruption, making putrid, it's alive and randomly multiplying more than any virus could. You've diminished our faith and strong belief in the system. 

What role does it play when all they do is feed of the sweat of the  weaker minority. Survival of the fittest has become the motto, like animals we compete for resources. Scared we are some of us, me included, how am i going  to survive, i'm not a fighter, i grew up in a system that defined education  as the key to success but now education is a waste of precious time.Time we know nothing else to do with. We've been patient for a long time,now i say no. I can't go on like  this. I want a future. I'm not asking  for anything. I want have faith in the system again. I want to be able to know that if i work hard i will get rewarded. How can one get where one never sowed. 

Enough about that, let's talk about love.That intense feeling and affection  towards another person, my definition. Dear lovers, love is a constant variable, it and will always be. But people ain't, they change all the time,don't blame it on love, it's done nothing wrong.