I Am Scared

fear of losing

i am scared,

how could i not see this, you want to leave, leave

Leave me here alone like how you found me,

found me you did,as lost a person i was,

you gave me shelter,shelter only my heart felt

Now this,

Hoped it was going to be different,hoped it would last  

I am scared,

Sleepless nights have grown from myths to my daily bread,

all the lone nights i spent waiting for this to be over only to return,

Return home,home where you won’t be there,

Is it really home?

they,them,your family which was mine to be,

All strangers,

hoped it was going to be different,hoped it would last

i am scared,

i am really, it doesn’t make sense but i sensed it,

sensed it last night when she called,

she never calls,

i let it to ring,ring it kept on,all night

what i first thought was a mistake call now seemed serious,

its 04:00am and its still ringing what would i say

i am scared,hoped it was going to be different,hoped it would last