Late for the Train

i felt that the poem needed cleaning up and this is the first line; I have managed to be late for the train at the many crossroads during my lifetime but now I seek contentment.

I have managed to be late for the train at the many crossroads during my lifetime but now I seek contentment. so i have learned through my own experience that in order 

to find contentment you must step outside of whatever place you are now and bring about the  conversation  by beginning the conversation yourself, and then you should allow all of those emotions to come through because they will come through anyway. So I say enjoy your life while you are living now.