explode

The moment you are about to explode. You believe that nothing will get better. You want to be done. So you take a fork and stab the vain on your left wrist. You take a razor and cut the left. You think about tying the string on your jacket so that you can't breathe. you pray that you die. You take 40 extra units of insulin hoping your blood sugar drops low. you want everything to stop to go away. Why don't things quite. I can't do this Done

Author's Note

That moment you want it to be over.

Reviews

[WittyWonka]

Even though these moments seem too much, your being here to write about it is evidence that you can do it.

[Rebecca Garber]

I am not so sure that it is true. Just because i write does not mean i can make it through it.

[WittyWonka]

Sometimes others see what we are capable of better than we see it in ourselves.

[Rebecca Garber]

But others do not always look for the negatives they only find the positives. They have always blocked the negatives out.

[WittyWonka]

And sometimes we are to caught up in the negatives to see the positives.

[Rebecca Garber]

Or we know that there is not a positive in it

[WittyWonka]

Or we don't want to see the positives because we are used to living in a world of negatives.

[Rebecca Garber]

we can agree to disagree