Asphyxiation

Lol.

Within my eyes,

Bacteria eats my pain

Time passes by,

As dreams have now drift away,

A ghost in the room,

Held down by a shell in my chest.

These wounds in my head,

Strip memories of times once spent.

I feel like I'm dead.

For true.

Will you please close the f*****g door,

I can not take it anymore.

No body cares if I am slayed,

But they will talk when I go insane.

I can smell their words,

While I choke on the fumes of life.

Can I already drown with a smile on my face?

Can I just drown and be replace?

My skin now ashes,

My heart's cut from rust.

Stuck going nowhere,

My mind now slowly rots to dust.

No one really cares,

Cause I'm always the one there to blame.

Sometimes I feel scared,

I wish I wasn't born here vain.

This life is my bane.

Black.