Post-Escapism

Lol

Vomit in the toilet,
As the pills eat up
my stomach

See my vision blurring out

I'm feeling cold.

I want to go home.

Trapped up in these
Memories
Ripping what's inside of me

I can't express myself,
I'm getting grown.

Feeling all alone,
With just fractured broken bones

Stuck with wounds up on my wrist just from a kiss

A kiss of betrayal
I wish never exist

As I eat with Judas speaking broken English

Split my f*****g abdomen as my heart beats

I'm losing sleep

I can't eat

I can't talk

I can't sleep

The killing joke

The wounds of life

Hiding from escapist
Every time I stay awake at night