Florida

I'm so done with the my friends and the people in this state.

Swallow my vomit

Pain in my stomach

As my heart plummets

to the obsession of my depression

My blood fills the streets

when my friends are enemies

Frienemies

The bullshit spewed to me

They always lie

Always try, 

As I'm kind

but they hide

and they talk

and chew on the defecation

from my asphyxiation

But do they give a f**k?

No, of course not stupid

To them your useless unless

you fit the bill,

Shoot to kill

Between my eyes

Where love dies

and friendships end

As the plastic melts

From the smiles of the 

oh so vile, yet self-assured 

To be heard

Yet never practice what they preach

So villain is me

An attention seeking loner

Whose always stuck in the corner

As the so call friends

Slide a blade between my cage

Til no depart

They claim to have a heart

However, actions speak louder

than words I've now caught on

Fake words from a rotten tongue,

Dash my throat as we hung

And damn to the wise and young

So sad when they laughed at the

Tragedy no one cared to see

The fucked up world I live indeed

Pseudo kindness you gave to me

As you chew on the s**t 

Talked to me

Can't stand to see,

the green the dark.

There was never a start

As with "friends" there's an end

Towards an oh so current

Jaded me

Faded me

F**k'em all!

I can't stand to see

You smile in my face

As you want me erased

As you're stuck in this race

Here feeling displaced

Because of my taste,

No f**k that!

Yet I'm a failure in this

f*****g place

A weirdo to your f*****g race

Raving within hypocrites 

A misfit around the rich kids

Shunned among the immigrants 

As I'm wailing within the

words I spit 

A filthy mouth

A shock for words 

I see your thoughts 

within your lies 

Everything is fake

and your words are too,

Ignoring me since I'm not good for

you

All these friends

Yet I still feel alone

Knowing their happy

Showing  my anger inside

As you read my words

And you fuckers still laugh at me

I hope you drown in the flood of

your river of travesty 

Reviews

[SZHZIA]

Another emotional poem from your filled with your real experience with your friends. it also reflect your anger from such such experience. I like these lines: "All these friends
Yet I still feel alone
Knowing their happy
Showing my anger inside"

Thanks for sharing. Keep writing.
Best
szhzia

[Owen Aldin]

A lot of emotion and anger in this poem. Definitely get a sense of your thoughts and your contempt when you cast your mind back and re-live the situation. Enjoyed the flow of each stanza!

[Maria E]

Reminds of lyrics of "Randy Blythe", vocalist of the band "Lamb of God". Good flow of thought.

[...]

Yes be your self . You dont need jerks. Great honest piece with your words I can agree.

[Jorge Ron]

i feel you on a certain level. but you also you gotta admit you have good memories in florida. maybe not in whs. but yes in fl

[Cahjli Symes]

Nope middle school sucked as well XD