An Ode to Friends

Lol well then, I've had some shitastic friends. I sometimes feel as if i can't be myself and have a sholder to cry on XD

Tick tock 
Put a glock 
Inside my f*****g 
Mouth 

Hear the chamber
Close 
As my mind goes
Out the window

In need for an 
Intellectual hero
I feel like a zero
Around these f***s

Who think my age
Is just my f*****g 
Name

You failed to understand me
And all you do is 
Judge me

Walking with 
Stab wounds 
In my back 
Enough to legend 
A f*****g map

I feel trapped 

I suffocate around
These growing 
Trees 

As I'm just a runt
Who complains 
About the s**t 
I see

And you call me 
A b***h just because 
I'm someone in need

But no one understands 
Due to me being me
Is a f*****g disease 

So leave me here 
As I sleep in my discomfort 

As I think about
Life as were just
Nothing but a number
An ode to friends

As my pressure tank
Collapse 
An there is no breath
Yet

Society's light dims
As its time to pretend