I always knew there was something strange inside of me; a
dense feeling immersed within the multitude of my emotions. I never understood
it for in times in which it revealed itself my brain wasn't advanced enough to
comprehend such emotions. I could feel it, a great power inside of which
struggled to release itself. Maybe it is a calling, a predetermined destiny for
me to follow. I always knew I was gifted, very smart, very active, and yet i
found that my intelligence was not my greatest feat. The sole aspect of myself
that I take the most pride in obtaining is a great realization of the world and
all her children. I believe it is something that not many have the honor to say
they have discovered and understood such complex ideal. But to one who has
unlocked the great understanding of life it is all too simple. It means
everything which makes it meaningless to me. That is why I rarely find myself
to encounter the emotion of fear. Life is all too simple which is why I must
find ways to make it more difficult than It has to be. For without my troubles I would have nothing to guide me. When I walk through the shadows of the valley
of death, I shall fear no evil. But in turn evil shall fear me. I no longer
value emotions; they are simply distractions away from what I believe. If only
others could see the world in the same light. Is it that i am strange and
everyone else is normal, or am I sane and the masses are the ones who have
become lost in the mist of humanity? Only god may know, but to each man be his
own. We are all god. God is everything, and that.........that makes him
nothing.