Thoughts like a marathon

This is sumthin dat can help ne1 wit ovr a million things on dey mind bout dat sum1 who dey wish dey had

Thoughts running through my head like a marathon

Trying to keep up, but can never really catch on

This s**t on my mind I try to keep to myself

Yet it isn't easy when you feel you need to say it

When I hear you say your loved one's name and how much you love them

My heart sinks and I feel like I'm nothing for that moment

Yet I get brought right back up when you say you love me

'Cause every time you do it brings my heart joy

If only just for a week I could say you were mine

Just be able to know and wake up knowing your mine

Wake up and feel your love

Wake up and feel your care

Wake up and dream of your face

Wake up and think of your smile

Wake up and hopefully see you in my arms

Yet I wake up alarmed

Thinking I lost you, but then...

Then I get knocked back into reality

Knowing he has you and not me

Knowing he is able to kiss you and love you

Knowing he is able to hold you and comfort you

Knowing he is more mature and more wise

Knowing I can't really compare because I'm young and I'm far

These thoughts of you and me

These thoughts of me and you

These thoughts of.....us

Will run in my mind like a marathon

These thoughts are going fast and its hard to catch on

Seven months of love

Seven months of care

Seven months of trouble and pain

Seven months in solving that trouble and pain

Seven months of dreams

Seven months of thinking

Seven months of paining

Seven months of watching

Seven months....

Seven months.....

Seven months....

Seven months seem to be a long time of dreaming and thinking

Then that dreaming and thinking can turn to tears

Then those tears turn to waterfalls

Then those tears turn to raindrops

Then they soon dry up for I don't need to cry to get my way

Crying gets you nowhere

Crying just brings others pain

Crying just brings grief

Crying can make a person's  day go from good to bad

Crying just leads to more crying

If only you could see me cry in my heart for you

My heart cries for you

It cries for your care

It cries for your love

It cries for your kiss

It cries for your hugs

It cries for your "I love you's"

If only you could see how much my heart cries

I try to calm it down and cheer it up

But he is just waiting for that comfort and ease

That comfort and ease thats gets your.....

Your thoughts run a marathon

Where you have to catch on

Then they go from thoughts to dreams

Then dreams to expressions

Then expressions to the heart

Then the heart to the tears

And then the tears out my eyes.....for you