Chess aka Life

What I'm feelin' right now isn't easy to just put into words or say aloud

So I'mma try my best to put this into 1,000 words or less

Things that run across my mind that I can't comprehend

Things that erk me in the night

Things that keep me guessin, keep me thinkin

I wonder is there goin to be an "us"?

I wonder what lie's for me over the mountain we call "life"

Will I ever finally see what's on that other side?

But I don't really need to worry about my future right now

I need to worry about what's goin on now

The things that still erk me in the night

The things that keep me guessin, keep me thinkin

Thinkin' of you nd me together in eachother's company

Lovin' every moment....yet your with another and I can't stop that

It kills me inside knowin' I'm not the one holdin' you when you cry,

Talkin' to you whenever we get the chance,

There for you whenever you need me,

There to kiss your lovily lips in the rain,

There to tell you I love you whenever

But that other is there to do all those things and I'm not

It kills me and pains my heart knowin they are there to do those things

Yet I say this every time......what can I do?

Then the things that erk me in the night seem to only be a visitor

The things that keep me guessin turn to thoughts and the things that keep me thinkin'

Turn into words and those words turn into action which will soon happen over time

Then soon we will hold, kiss, and love one another unconditionally no matter what

That day will come soon and it's on it's way

But I have to wait and just think of my next move

For life is like chess

You make the right move and you move ahead

You make the wrong move you get taken down and feel left out

Yet when you get stuck on a move you don't know what to do

And that's where I am now....just....stuck and can't think of a move

It may take me a while, but I'll get there

I just hope you'll be there with me..........