Love Paths and Confusion

this poem i wrote specifically fo sum1 but sum1 else culd use this fo ne1 else dey wish.

As I sit in this room of darkness confusin' thoughts fill my head

What could I possibly do wit my life? I can't go back and turn it around

My life has plenty of paths to follow all good or bad

The path I want to follow can go eitha way....which I wish it just chose how it was goin to work

Down this path I see a girl waitin on me with open arms of warmth and comfort

I can see her, but it seems there are things in my way to gettin to her

She seems right there in my grasp, but when I think I got her someone pulls me away from her

I wanna be wit her I wanna luv her 'cause she makes me feel so different much different than I've eva felt in my life

This luv I've had fo one otha person and they torn it apart

And now I see her she can be able to mend my torn heart

I'm in luv wit this girl I wish there was a way fo me to get to her easier

Fo we are in such a far reach, yet, it feels so close

I need to put my hope in god's hands and let him guide me

Fo I know he will show me the right way, but the way I'm goin now seems to be good I just hav to endure

So that's what I've been doin' the past few months and that's endurin'

But I still need help wit this pain bcuz it hurts worse than a bullet

So fo da person this involves(they no who they are) Please wait fo me cuz i'll b der soon.

Author's Note

Please leave advice bcuz im in a struggle rite now so please send advice