Impossible Love

The Dams Break

I should have known that the happiness

the utter thought of truly finding peace

joy

all

was just an imagination

the universe

found out

I should have kept my secret

Kept the smiles hidden

but I did not

and here I sit

the dams have broken

and the floods have taken over

breaking of glass

misplacement

all 

i try

i try

i get in this place where i can’t breathe

can’t think

i just need someone

i know i should just need me

but im not strong enough

feeling alone

i love it

i truly do

so why do i still want someone to run after me

chase me

i love running

but yet i have never been chased 

or followed

where are you

waiting?

no 

not even acknowledging my pain

i am on the outside 

seeking to be in

but yet

my deep emotions 

my passion

its odd

i may never “fit”

or

ever belong

maybe 

...

I am failing 

and trying

yet each time she steps in the glass is broken

the walls surround

i am sick of being invisible

becoming second

i want to be chosen

first 

just once

please 

just choose me

all of me

they say one Father 

will love you and be there for you No matter What

they must not know 

how 

truly ugly

sad

depressed

b.r.o.k.e.n 

i am

if you can’t accept me

why would you?

how could you love..

something like me...

Reviews

[Orlando Murcia]

Very well Expressed Anna..


Nice work,

Well done


Orlando