Still Plotting My Run, Away from All My Hauntings

Still wondering

How easy it would be

to run 

to take off

from my past

from my depression

from all that controls me

the past that haunts me each day

would shutting out

all

are my hauntings

would that ease my thoughts

ease my soul

could i 

sleep at night

not having

to plan how

I shall act tomorrow

the pretending game

from when you were a child

now be nice

just deal with it

plotting

how far I have strayed from myself

Running

is all that takes over

my thoughts 

Running is

all I can dream of

All I can hope for

Running is my future

Running is the start of new

the end of the old

All I have known

No past 

haunting 

me through each step

Running 

never looking back

giving all my

dreams

fears

to be known

to be thrown 

and crushed

all washed away

All that 

I breath

is the 

great moment

the breaking point

where

all I have known

is right 

All I have known

is what I believe

When

All I do

is 

Run

Run