Falling into the depths of darkness

I am

still nauseated with the pain          

to feel that I have caused    

heartache upon such a fragile soul

 

sometimes those moments

 hit you the hardest

bottle in hand

down

down  

more

more

expect no less

 

it swallows me

makes me reach

my tears dance and fall to the depth

 

in a mocking sense

my emotions each choose this

 

 him

pulls slyly

with a cackle

I belong to you

I am no longer anyone

my soul has been drenched in darkness

what resembles is a mirage

looking through the glass

touch you can no longer feel

 

I will melt into your fingertips

brush upon your lips

 

I am hollow

my heart beats

last time

down  

down

 

that’s where I am.