What If I Told You..?A Poem by AI am so scared it hurts my bones are
scared my heart I am scared he
will leave that I will
fall in love I will keep
falling I will get to a
point where I cannot
even breathe without him And he will
leave my oxygen will
be gone I won’t be able
to breathe I won’t be able
to live I am
healthy I am strong I have worked
to get to a point in my life I have
travelled far and wide I have shed
countless tears I have fallen
in love with myself over and over I have been
alone incredibly and
beautifully alone I have felt
loved I have felt
adored yet how I feel
with you how I love how I crave you every moment of
every day I cannot
imagine a life without you I am deeply
afraid I am frightened
beyond belief It has been two
months and I know who I am I am a runner I thought I
always would be a runner I will run I will leave it
all behind I am scared I am so
desperately scared I am scared to
tell you I am scared to
share my fears to show you how
scared I am You want
someone strong You want
someone whole and at times I feel like a
million pieces I am searching
for answers as I stand
holding the pieces together I reach out I seek to not
fear to not fear the intimacy the trust to not fear you being who you
say you are being who I
believe you to be to not fear that when you
love me when you kiss
me when you look
at me when you touch
me you can see all
the million pieces and you can
love me even more I am safe alone I have
conquered being alone I have
conquered being adored being
loved being
pursued being
desired I have not
conquered allowing myself
to love in a way where
my breath catches where I am
fearful of being left I want to be
all I need I have always
wanted to just be okay be content yet when I
think of you when my heart
aches when we are
apart I know my life
will cease to ever
be the same, the way
it was before I fall
madly in love with you before I
committed to be with you and you alone to trust you
would be there in the mornings to trust you
would grow with me to trust you
would love me, love
all of me each
piece all the million
of the pieces of who I am
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1 Review Added on January 15, 2017 Last Updated on January 15, 2017 AuthorALondon, England, United KingdomAboutMaude: Well, if some people get upset because they feel they have a hold on some things, I'm merely acting as a gentle reminder: here today, gone tomorrow, so don't get attached to things. Dream as.. more..Writing
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