The Terrorist within MeA Poem by AI sat with the urge to cry I sat with the emptiness I felt With the pain and the fear I sat with the knowing that I didn’t know This unsettled me This shook me I wanted to cry I wanted to allow myself to let go To truly be present I felt scared I was shaken awake last night With a nightmare A dream with a lesson I feared a terrorist, or the general idea Of terrorism When I hadn’t realized I allowed fear The true terrorist To lie to myself To become a part of my present To envelop my being And take hold of my identity I couldn’t fall asleep I sat awake Searching for distraction I was alone in the warmth Of the 5:30 AM sunrise A new day I was exhausted, scared, and alone I wanted comfort from another But there was none I had to be with this fear This emptiness that was Taking over my life © 2016 A |
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Added on November 27, 2016 Last Updated on November 27, 2016 AuthorALondon, England, United KingdomAboutMaude: Well, if some people get upset because they feel they have a hold on some things, I'm merely acting as a gentle reminder: here today, gone tomorrow, so don't get attached to things. Dream as.. more..Writing
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