One reasonA Poem by Grant Duncan IIIAddiction can engulf peoples lives before they even realize how bad they have become. This is a poem I wrote after returning from Iraq, when I was drunk and felt alone.Another night alone with my rum. For me drinking has stopped being fun. Can hardly eat and everyone sees me growing weak. Once was happy and addiction free now I've lost control and it's ruining me My thoughts bring such sorrow and they keep comin while my heart's seeking something but evil won't stop for nothing not even lovin... loneliness sinking its venom deep into my veins only thing keepin me goin is fear... ...fear of what's next ...fear of dying with nothing but regrets so I keep waking up with a face drenched in tears replaying flash backs of passed years knowing every drinks a mistake bringing forth more morning shakes thinking bout the night prior when I blacked out with a gun in my hand wishing I was a stronger man. I held it right under my chin good thing my soul was afraid of the end crying so hard my eyes could barely open telling myself all these wonderful lies "Someone cares about me" & "People will remember me after I'm gone" Decided to sit down and write out a list Reasons to stay and not throw life away... ...Only came up with one YOU... Thank you... © 2015 Grant Duncan IIIAuthor's Note
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1 Review Added on February 23, 2015 Last Updated on February 23, 2015 AuthorGrant Duncan IIIEuless, TXAboutMy passion for learning about the universe and myself has inspired me to begin writing. "The art of writing is the art of discovering what you believe." -Gustave Flaubert Firmly believe in li.. more..Writing
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