Porcelain Heart

Do you think
When you just say
Things that don't mean anything to you?
Or do you just blurt them out.
You just sit there with your people
Like you don't care about anything anymore.
You take your dagger
And cut out the thing that gives me a beat.
I can't just forgive you for what you did to me
That one time and you through it into the wind that flows freely.
You make me try to fix the things that your mind has broke
In the time we had our differences.
I was the one who kept us together most of the time
And saved you over my selfish needs.
I was there for you
But were are you now.
Can't you see that I am hurting
Without you by my side?
I can't stand by my self
And if I do I would just break down
Like a porcelain doll in a concrete house.
So where can you be?
My love that I need.

Author's Note

This is one of my early writings.