condemned rebellion

i crave vulnerability,

but I despise it

 

i long for complexity

and

cloudy nuances-

but the ambiguity  

is insecure

 

my raging current of rebellion

overpowers my need

for feminine healing

 

vulnerability is restraint,

for now

 

my existence exists

for me to fight

the fight.

that good fight,

which is

the one true war

 

warrior spirit perpetuates me

always

sustaining my purpose

and fate

 

the struggle is:

staying true to the warrior inside

when your society condemns 

rebellion, 

fire,

passion,

truth.