August 20

August 20 2013 6:27 PM

Halo Tomas! 

Hmm...first sweldo nako hehe dalia ra mahurot oi!! Anyway, na-shock jd ko nimu the other day. Kato bitaw about sa katag-katag. I know nga medyo makatag jd ko sa ako gamit labi na ug busy na jd ayo ko. Sorry-sorry :(

Maybe I wala pa teka ma ingnan..but I am so glad and happy and so much in debt that you're being so responsible. 

I know nga di pa ko ready nga ma responsable sa balay, but I hope you will bear with me. Sooner or later I will be suitable, I know that time will come. 

Honestly, maglagot jd ko kanang mu ingon ka nga imu ko pahawaon if mabuntis ko -___-

I don't know if you're kidding or what, but whatever that is...it's not a good joke, not funny either. 

Hmmp...!

Sauna, di ko mahadlok kung biyaan man ko ug laing tawo. Pirmi nako isulti, 'The hell I care!'

But now it's different. The reason nganong mura ko ug mag selos sa imu mga past is because I know they're someone good and pretty. I  bet mas responsable sila kompara nako. Mahadlok ko nga maka ingon ka sa imu self nga maypa sila na lang ang naa ug dili ako. 

But I know this time, this will worth the risk. Honestly, I still have my fears..of being rejected and or be left behind. But it's more fearsome to be facing the world alone...again. For how many years, I convinced myself that I am strong and that I can stand until the end. But when you came, I realized how weak I am. That I am not invincible. I realized that there's a lot of things missing. 

Thank you so much for not giving up on me. I love you more than I ever did before. 

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