first kiss

Part of something. I am not quiet sure what.

tomorrow yet. Dunno why I should be upset. Is not like we are married. I have no claim on you. You are a free person. Americans are the first to proudly wave their flag of freedom. We are so very proud of our freedom. Until someone waves their flag. Then we will shout. What do you think you are doing !! You can't do that ! You didn't ask me first ! That is what freedom is all about !! Is it not ?? The right to choose. We all make choices in our lives. We make so many every day, that we sometimes do it, without regards to the consequence's, of what is really involved.

Our President John Fitzgerald Kennedy said many profound things. "United we Stand, Divided we Fall". That is my favorite. My next favorite. Was said by an actor.
Danny DeVito. Sounds a lil Italian. In the Movie "Renaissance man" Is a good movie to. Was I suppose to use to, or too there ? You taught me too. When I say "I love you too." I will never forget that one. He said "The decisions we make in our lives, will dictate the lives we will live." Is very profound.

So why am I crying ? You were just exercising your right to choose. So why am I crying ? I dunno. I learned that from you too. The first time you typed it. lol I was saying, WTF is this crazy b.itch saying ????? I miss those days. I was soooo scared.
I would think everything twice before I typed it. I would look at you standing in your Lil devil suit, and think. O my god she is so beautiful and sexy !! Please god don't let me screw this up. I didn't know why. I was not les! You were all bold and brassy !! I really wanted to slap you ! You arrogant b.itch !! How dare you make me feel things I have never felt before. Then one night. We were just talking. I don't remember what you said. I really don't. I remember the feeling. It was as if you were standing in front of me. I could feel your arms wrap around me. I tried to resist, but could not. Like in a dream, I was just trapped. Unable to stop your advances, I felt your lips touch mine. Causing me to inhale a breath I could never let out. They were so very soft and warm. Then you placed your hand on my cheek. Taking control of my head. Tilting it back, and to the side. Your lips parted, then the the tip of your tongue touched mine. You didn't force your way in ? You just tickled and teased, asking to come in. With my lips held tight, I felt my breath quicken. My n*****s hardened, but I would not let you in. I started to feel your soft cheeks, as you held me so tight. Thinking without the stubble, this was very nice. I pressed my lips tighter. I will not let you in. I raised my hand to your arm, to push you away, when I felt you gently tighten your grip, . I think at that moment, I knew I would lose this fight. I reached with my other, as it brushed against your bottom. Wondering, why it took so long to pass, on its way up your back. When it reached your shoulder, I tightened my grip. Only to feel your pelvic pressing hard against my hip. Soon I was not pushing you away.Instead I pulled you closer, so you couldn't get away. My lips started parting to let you come in. As you entered, I sucked you all the way in. My mind left me as we started to kiss. It had entered a world, of incredible bliss. I don't remember how long it lasted. I did not care, for I had left a world racked with pain, and my heart told me then. I would never go back again.

I love you Nora


I love you Nora !!

 

 

Author's Note

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