Frustration Hell

A Poem by Rayzor

About a bad relationship

It took me four years to hear the sound of the bell.
Up until that day my life had been a frustrating hell.

As a grown man I felt weak.
Day by day. Week by week.

Had many moments I only could cry.
Why couldn't she at least try?

To be a better person. A better friend.
Better for both. At least in the end.

Each and every day I wanted to scream.
But to meet someone better, I could only dream.

To be loved. Someone to care.
But with her, a future of fear.

Fear of what she might make me do.

To her or to myself, I have no clue.

Past to present. Frustration to hate.
Salvation I will find. Through an open gate.

A gate so beautiful. Full of hope. Want to pass through.

Freedom will come. Something nice. Something new.

Four years. A lifetime of hell.
Thank God I heard that bell.