surrender

have you ever held ya face in the center of ya hands, and sighed, in wonder of what it takes to find a better part to ur life?, well if you have i feel you, whats worse then those emotions, are the things you dont understand that can kill you, so yea i feel you, not through practical conversation, but those frequent inner views, sometimes you lose, but when you move on too fast, without being ready, you succumb to inner blues, and thats so true, its one of those things that come of as time tested and proved, so you make your moves, and as a lady you want to understand him, but you dont believe his truths, is he really this sweet, or nothing more then a set up for that late night treat, those eyes so deep, is he staring into my soul or my mind?, thoughts so deep, and you cant speak, so instead you keep a distance til you feel concrete, in reality and non movie based form, people damage as easily as those art forms, he can touch ya heart to make you cry, or his resistance can be the problem, either way you cry, and at the heart you die, you seem to find a solution to your problem, but with no luck in sight, but its alright, give me time, and as a man, ill be fine, those deep emotions to hinder, but still and all, im still searching for a way to surrender.