Conversations with you II

You describe her to me
Your ideal woman
And I count on my fingers
All the ways I am not her
But I keep you talking
Keep wanting to know
The things I know I am not
Have you met her?
Does she love you?
Hoping deep down that you will settle
For someone who does not compare
For someone like me
But then you smile at me
As if you see her before you
And I don't want you to settle
Because you deserve it all
Not a "close enough" kind of girl
But a "has it all" kind of girl
Stop looking at me
In that dreamy way you do
Like you've convinced yourself
That I'm the one
I'm not
I won't be
I can't be
Even though I wish I was
I'm just the shadow of all you need